11/17 day 12

i just hung up the phone with you. im always so excited for you to call, but then as soon as i realize we cant be on the phone as long as we want, and i will be forced to hang up with you after 15 minutes it all hits me. i cry hysterically and it just kills me. this friday will be two weeks. which means there are two weeks down and fifty more to go. i realized that counting the weeks goes by alot quicker than counting it down day by day. even when you say it,

1.) 12 days down 353 days left to do

2.) 2 weeks down 50 to go

it sounds like alot less time. i cant wait for you to be back in my arms, FOR GOOD. no one will ever take you from me again after this. i know that you are sorry for putting me threw this babe, you dont have to apologize anymore. in a year this will all be in the past and we will be working toward our “perfect” future together. i love you and will ALWAYS be here. no matter what we are put threw, so stop calling and asking me everytime we see eachother if im going to hold you down and be strong for you and stick with you threw this. its unquestionable. nothing can break the hold your heart has on mine. im bout to go take a shower and go to bed babe. i cant wait to talk to you again tomorrow night!

i love you

11:03:08