11/21 day 16

today is the first saturday in our relationship that i will not see you. i have not seen you in six days which up until now was not normal. even since you have been locked up i still came and saw you every weekend saturday and sunday. and now you are so far away that i dont even know when i will see you again. hopefully you will get the letters i sent you soon so that you can write back. your letters are what keeps me going. i made a countdown thing, well one fore the weeks and one for the days. so as of right now there are 349 days left and 50 weeks left. whatever they will go by quick. hopefully. i can only find so many things to do to keep me occupied. im tired of having to rely on everyone else to keep me smiling. its just not fair, but as parents always say neither is life so i guess we all just have to get used to it someday. i hope you can find a way to call soon, cause tuesday will be one whole week since i have even talked to you.

i love you

11:03:08