11/26 day 21

HAPPY THANKSGIVING BABY! i woke up crying this morning because all i could think about is the fact that everyone should be with the people they love on holidays, especially this one, and your not. you probably got nasty food, and it was just another day for you. i am so thankful for you babe. everything that we have been threw and all our memories are what keep me going each day. without you in my life there are alot of things that i would have gotten into. you have helped me realize the possibilities i have in life and you are what pushes me to do good. i want you to be proud of me all the time, you are the reason i study for tests and try to keep my grades up. right now its hard to study because all i can think of is the fact that YOU are the one who always helped me study, and no one can do it the way you did. i wont let any one else study with me, that is OUR thing. i am just ready for you to come home so you can help me and we can be together again.

i love you

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