12/28 day 53

loving you has brought me to a place in my life where everything seems perfect. you have showered me with light on my darkest days and without you in my life i would be living in misery, always questioning myself. what if i had done this, or what if i had done that. would things have been different, better maybe? i know that before i met you, i was perfectly fine, but now that i’ve been shown how great life can be, i would never want to experience it any other way. when im with you, everything is just better. you are my drug, the one person who can make me forget about whatever else is going on and block out the negativity. i have been through so much in my life, felt abandoned, forgotten. things which led to me believe that i couldnt let myself fall because in the end, no one would be there to catch me. but you have proven, numerous times that you wont let that happen. when we first met there were so many things about you that intrigued me. you werent like anyone else. you were respectful. never tried to take advantage of me, no matter what state of mind i was in. the way we could just be together, just talk, yet i awaited coming home just to do it again. from the begining you have never let me down, and i trust that until the day god takes us from this earth, you will continue to catch me every time.